Will I Ever Change? Songtext / Lyric

[Young Dilli]
Verse 1:

sometimes i ask myself if i will ever change
its hard to survive in this fuocin' game
everyday i pray to god on my kneeze
askin help me to survive pleeze
my momma tell me ya dont know whats right or wrong
she dont undrstand imma thug and all alone
who can i trust else my homeboys
but some succaz become like loyers
they dont help you when you need'em
all they see is just the money and the weed
real homeboys are there in hard times
they make you feel godd & fine
smokin'weed & drinkin' hennessey
takin' away the pain and bussin' all my enemies
slangin' dope and sayin' fuck tha cops
muthafocas talkin' shit and actin up
defeatin' all my adversaries drop and hit'em up
will i ever change?

[Chorus]:
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[Young Dilli]
Verse 2:

will i ever change?
my momma tell me im bad
when tha cops bring me home
i see her crying and being sad
even my own homies say im heartless
did ya pray today fck all ya gogless
when they see us they keep callin tha focin police
i dont give a fuck aint no peace
true homies dont let cha down
succas change their style when they hear our sound
we bussin till nobodys around
we only fight in tha middle of da night
when no lights on
gettin money and playin wit bitches
my life iz funny always robbin riches
its all for tha cash
and if muthafocas act up my auto-matic gonn blast
we be strugglin and thuggin our whole life
a lonely thug needs a wife
needs luv not to take out his slug
but i always be a thug
will i ever change

[Chorus]:
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[Young Dilli]
Verse 3:

smokin weed and watchin time fly
dribkin gin waitin till imma die
i probably wont stop till my cakets drop
my heart is dead
but god will help me to find
goin to bed
and searchin fot the right side in my mind