Lost The Line Songtext / Lyric

No one knows what I've got And how I feel inside Chaotic disorder Controlls my so called mind I accept defeat I can't take it anymore And there's no reason left for me To hold on
My eyes turn yellow Because of what I see Sometimes it seems That live's just bad for me I can't deny there's something going wrong And tell me: Why should I go on?
I think I've lost the line The one never wanted Any form of guilt erased from my brain
I think I've lost the line The one wich was controlling But it only engaged a process unable to stop