I wonder why Songtext / Lyric

Text: Violet It?s not that I don?t wanna know what went wrong
It?s not that I don?t wanna try to go on
But I?m so tired of, it doesn?t leave me alone
Thinking it over and over all on my own I wonder why I didn?t notice before
I wonder why I felt it down to the core
But never dared to ask
And never had any doubt
And never questioned the rest
But then I found out
Then I found out

Now I know what I hadn?t seen
Now I know what I have been
Now that I?ve opened my eyes
And I?m wide awake
And every look back makes me tremble and shake
Tremble and shake