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Waiting in my room
I'm lying on the bed
Cause outside is just too cold
I turn the radio loud
So I can fall asleep
But it's all I've come to know

Push me and you
Shoved like you always do
But nothing's ever the same
How can I explain
The damage you have done
When all that's left is pain

So I tried to stay awake
And so I would try to stay awake
And so I learned...

I fucking tried your way
And I don't like what I see
Cause I've been put to the test
And faced all the rest
And useless is all I'll be
So I tried your way
And I don't like what I see
And now I'm bored

Waiting in my room
I'm lying on the floor
Cause outside I just don't know
I turned the radio loud
So I can hear me think
But it's all I've come to know

And so I tried to stay awake
And so I would try to stay awake
And so I learned...

I fucking tried your way
And I don't like what I see
Cause I've been put to the test
And faced all the rest
And useless is all I'll be
So I tried your way
And I don't like what I see
And now I'm bored

So I burn a part of me that slowly fades to you,
but how can I plainly see what slowly fades to me