Obscene Songtext / Lyric

I´m so confused
Can´t find the line
Between what I use and abuse
So unreal
How I lie and try to deny
The things that I feel
I´ll love you and hate you both at the same time
Heal you and hurt you and laugh as you cry
Why I don´t know
Right at you right in you
Right thru you right past you I go
Can´t you see
First it´s him then it´s her
Then it´s us then it´s you
Then it´s me
Misery, depression, elation all mine
Refine, confinement all my design
You and me
Pathetic we cling
We think that we´re free
Ugly
You and me
You see, you see the real me
So obscene
Flapping wildly
You see what I mean
Keep away
Can´t see why you do what you do
And say what you say