Here?s my hell Songtext / Lyric

Eyes wide open
Still blind to see
Heart wide open
Still too cold to feel That's all what's left of me
A frozen mind
A shade of who I could be
That's all I can be today That's all I dare to see
With broken faith
Afraid of what's hurting me
That's all I'll let in today

In silence I cry
For my aching heart

Frozen
Closed down
Demons won't recede
Doubtful
Fearful
I must face them all

Eyes wide open
Do I dare to see?
Heart wide open
Do I dare to feel?

That's all I want to be
A stronger mind
A light that will make me see
That's all I wish for today

That's what will set me free
With renewed strength
I'll deal with my agony
That is my goal for today

Empty I cry
Where is my heart?

With eyes wide shut I smile and fake...