Erasing Memory Songtext / Lyric

All those days passed
I look at myself - damn
What have I done
Left behind all the killing
Moments when I didn't feel
The pulse of my own
And now I can see the years that I have lost God I'm pleased
No more holding gauzes
Keeping me tied
Only a hundred more reasons To loose the line
The line of life
And it fades away
Day by day

It's hard to find the direction
That could lead somewhere
Lust and will are showing the way
Don't know the destination
Of this journey
But it's going (once again)
Deeper and deeper down

The past was no good
And the future doesn't seem any lighter
And now I don't know
What to do
I don't even know what I want

The future
Doesn't say
A thing
And it all
Is still
Something
I yet
Do not know
Gone
Times
They always
Want to
Remind me
What I did
What I didn't
And what I should have done

It's useless to dig the past
Can't even remember the good things
Only the bad ones
And when pleasure overtakes me
I only take a look back
And oh it feels so good