The Key Songtext / Lyric

I was searching for a key
to open myself
although I tried I haven't found
didn't open myself didn't reach the ground.

Everybody expects from me
that I'm a little nice girl
but I don't wonna be
A quiet girl who's never getting loud
who's not able to shout her feelings out

But you are wrong I'm not always weak
sometimes I am strong
but now you've pushed me on the peak

Why were you shocked when I've said
this things nobody said to you
you didn't expect it I'm afraid
although you know that it is true
we didn't speak about it
but have we ever did
all your problems you repress
now our friendship is a mess

that was one of this rare moments
where I've said what I've thought
and it was again the wrong thing
I don't know what I've sought
Maybe I was searching for mistakes
but I was looking for key in many lakes