i found the truth Songtext / Lyric

A blue note and a stranger
A cold and lonely day
An empty bar and memories
And long forgotten dreams
He came over to my table
And he began to speak...

They talk to me like strangers
Like they never knew my name
They sunk their ships of remedy
And grinded me away
We used to be the gamblers
The bad guys of this town
But now that I’m infected
They leave me all alone

But “I won’t let you down”
This used to be our words
But now they’ve turned around
I don’t understand this course
Maybe just a month
Maybe one more year
Now it’s just me and someone new
In the valley of my tears

Here’s the winter
Upon my roof
I thought that I found warmth
But I found the truth
Hear me father
Here’s pain to soothe
I thought that I found love
But I found the truth

And “I won’t let you down”
This used to be our dreams
But now that all broke down
It’s just me and my disease
I’d like to hold my head up
Enjoy the days remaining
Hear my call, hear my call
Why don’t you hear my call

Save a prayer
My body’s bruised
I thought that I found faith
But I found the truth
Maybe enxt time
I’ll make it through
I thought that I found God
But I found the truth

...No life without a lie
His hands upon my shoulder
A teardrop in his eye
Without a word he stood up
Stepped out into the night