So Fast, So Numb Songtext / Lyric

You're movin through rough waters, motel boy
and swimming in your sleep
how could I be so blind, mis-sighted,
not to see there's something wounded deep?

Anyone could scratch your surface now,
it's all amphetamine
you're blasting yourself into the present
learne some vast indignity, say that.

You say that you hate it,
you want to recreate it.
I've been around, I've been your lover,
I let it go at Kill Devil Hill,
You're coming onto somethin so fast, so numb
that you cant even feel

You're dringking the raw drano baby,
you do-si-do, saddy,
you're you in cartilage, shark-eyed, shock horror, all present tense,
and boy, your blood is running cold.
Listen, this is now, this is here, this is me,
this is what I wanted you to see.
That was then, was that, that is gone, this is past,
you cast yourself cast, passed by, thrown down fast, you say.

You say that you hate it
you want to recreate it
I've played this round, I've played your lover
I've played it out to the hilt
you're comin on with something so fast, so numb,
that you cant even feel

You love it, you hate it,
you want to recreate it
Now, this is here, this is me,
this is what I wanted you to see.
That was then, was that, that is gone.
That is what I wanted you to feel.

You love it, you hate it,
you spit it out, the bitter pill.
I've been around, I've been your lover
I let it go at Kill Devil Hill
you're coming onto something so fast, so numb,
that you cant even feel.

Ive played this round, I've played your lover,
I've played it out to the hilt
you're coming on with something so fast, so numb, that you cant even feel

You played around, you played my lover,
I let it go at Kill Devil Hill
You're moving so hard, so fast, so sumb
that you cant even feel