Push you away Songtext / Lyric

This bed is just an island where it doesn't have you.
Roll over seven times and there will still be tons of room.
Alarm is going off, choking, coughing, spit the reasons why you won't call me back,
I got a clue.
This shit is crazy, did I just get lazy?
Figured it was fine, finally hear you say I'm out, see you later.
Blows my mind.
I need a shrink just to tell me what I think (but I already know the answer to that one). [Chorus] I won't know just when you faded,
count the times how long I waited for this moment to arrive.
I push you away.
I push you away.
I push you away.
Now you're gone.
You're gone.
You're gone.
I push you away.
I push you away.
I push you away.
For so long.
So long.
So long.

You'r looking better more than ever.
Oh, how can it be?
I'm feeling shitty from the pity I've been giving me.
I'm getting e-mails from my friends,
all saying: "What's the deal? You can't just act normal like it never happened."
I took your toothbrush off the sink and then I put it back.
I rearranged the closets manics swinging from the racks.
I've always hated that your shoes smell like tennis balls.
But now I kinda really miss it.

[Chorus]
I won't know just when you faded.
Count the times how long I waited for this moment to arrive.
I push you away.
I push you away.
I push you away.
Now you're gone.
You're gone.
You're gone.
I push you away.
I push you away.
I push you away.
For so long.
So long.
So long.
I thought I could do this.
I thought I was strong.
To pick up the pieces of where we belong.
I push you away.
I push you away.
Now you're gone.

I know I said, that you don't own me.
Just leave me alone (I'm lonely).
I wish you'd never listen to me.

(Yeah!)
Yeahhhh!

[Chorus]