Yang: As Private I's Songtext / Lyric

They always find you all the time...



I befriended my confusion quite some time ago

She tells me everything is gonna be alright (it's alright)

my senses make it real to me in all types of ways

but I'm so angry at my jealousy

that I hold it inside my heart like it's alright



Catapult my visions into realism's bosoms

Dreams prefer caesarian with plastic spoons and knives

that's what you get when your brain masturbates

there's no pleasure



so when I evacuate my intimate states

while screaming "Oh how sweet it is to be loved by you"

the dirty rats you shoot me in the ass

so I don't know what happens when I free my mind



Oh, the cuts that you create let me be the martyr

If I started to love you now, there'd be no end to you

Oh, pick up my embrace. It lives without a reason.

Cause if I killed you now there'd be no end to you.






Cure my house of cards she sends me tears from outerspace

I'm wondering can I not enjoy the pains I find (it's alright)



Mirrors give me confidence in needing myself

but I'm so terrified of being me I get so right



I'm tryin' real hard not to be exactly the way I am

the next time I come here all I'm bringing to this atmosphere

is the will not to do it again

understand, I got neon King Kong standin' on my back

can't stop to turn around broke my sacroiliac

tryin' to keep sealed where this brother's really at

to tell the new millenium "yo, what da dilly black"

You look cute in your stars and stripes she said are you coming out

tonight

That's why whom ever loves me will have to be my killer

Cause here I'm just a slave tryin to be the nigga



Oh, the cuts that you create let me be the martyr

If I started to love you now, there'd be no end to you

Oh, pick up my embrace. It lives without a reason.

Cause if I killed you now there'd be no end to you.