A Little Piece Of Selfdestructable Pain Songtext / Lyric

I STAND ALONE ON PLANET EARTH
AND I FEEL LIKE BEING RAPED BY HATE
EVERYTHING I DO I DO IT WRONG
I TRY SO HARD I DO IT WRONG

IT MAKES ME SAD IT MAKES ME CRY
A LAKE OF TEARS BEFORE MY FEET
IT REFLECTS MY DEEPEST THOUGHTS
AND I CAN READ MY HOPELESSNESS

SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO GIVE UP
I JUST WANT TO LET MYSELF FALL
I SEE NO SENSE IN THAT WHAT I AM DOING
PLEASE FORGIVE ME BUT ALL MY STRENGHT IS GONE

NOTHING CHANGES IT IS ALWAYS THE SAME
NO ONE EVER LEADS ME THE WAY
NOW I HAVE TO SEARCH
WITHOUT A CHANCE OF FINDING