Sadly smiling through Songtext / Lyric

You're talking like you're leaving
You said it's just your heart and not my call to
make you feel like feeling
You were so ashamed when I fell on my own two feet again
And God, I hated your friends
I gave you love they could never buy,
or even try to understand
The part of me that it came from
Don't you see that Sadly I'm smiling through
All the truth that you took and the lies that you told me
There's nothing that I can do
with the promise you made, that you'd never remember
No coming back for you
It hurts so much to feel all this pain
and so I haven't felt lately
no coming back for you, back to... Did you even notice it when I changed?
Cause I could score in your heart,
but I could never place
and did I forget to say
I was so proud of you
when things were caving in
and things were tough, I know
I didn't say that I loved you enough
But just cause I wasn't saying it
doesn't mean that I wasn't thinking it

Sadly I'm smiling through
All the truth that you took and the lies that you told me
There's nothing that I can do
with the promise you made, that you'd never remember
No coming back for you
It hurts so much to feel all this pain
and so I haven't felt lately
no coming back for you, back to...

And my confusion, made clear (2x)

Sadly I'm smiling through
All the truth that you took and the lies that you told me
There's nothing that I can do
with the promise you made, that you'd never remember
No coming back for you
It hurts so much to feel all this pain
and so I haven't felt lately
no coming back for you, back to...