An Autobiography In Vivid Color Pt. 1 Songtext / Lyric

Living in recession.
It isolates the time that's past by.
And it feels so long.
I reach for that line I can't hold on, I can't hold on...
I can't see what lies beneath the words.
Where have I been? Where have I been?
Between what rests in my soul and what's given.
It will never... it will never weigh the truth.
I WONT GIVE UP THIS IS NOT WHERE I STOP.
THE TRUTH IT LIES AND THERE IS FAITH BEHIND THE FRAMES.
I have a lot riding on this.
And I can't afford to give up now.
The scene's repeating.
I WONT GIVE UP.
I'VE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT THERE IS NO ESCAPING. Part 2:

And i told you once
And i´ll tell you again
Secrets are kept
By your end and i told you once
and i told you once
when we survive
we only pretend (2x)

This is the golden rule
Keep what you have
Cause it´s all we have left (3x)