Back Of My Mind Songtext / Lyric

Welcome to the back of my mind

Where brain cells are chained cells, locked in solitary confine

I hope that they may never see shine

Where the insane dwells is not a place for people, way to

Lethal at times

See the demeanor I present you is kind

But the truth is I'm ruthless

I plan to do this until I'm toothless and dying

See I've realized it now, that most of my pals

Will never get the

Chance to see what they were dreaming about

Well look at me, I must be a nightmare for those

Who was right there, so close, not close enough to see

May you live vicariously, if you helped

Me on my feet, know i'ma be there, always around

Ironically the honesty is profound

It's the ones that left me on the ground that don't fuck with me now

Die slows brothers, die

Painfully

I'm in the, back of my mind this ain't a thing to me

I'm trying to be a better person, the more I get ahead I worsen

I use to have a higher tolerance

For when people be talking shit

Now I just put them on mute when they're cursing

I know we ain't

Perfect but I try to be above stooping low

Negativity ain't worth the exertion

But lately the

Thoughts in the back of my brain that I contain

Be leaking out, I'm speaking out through these

s this is what it is, cut throat is the biz

You either hold the knife or hold the wound, I'm

Trying to live

My competitions in need of no help, they're good at killing them selves

But I assist

Them, cause I hate to see them bleeding on shelves

I'm pretty selfish & I know it, i do my best

Not to show it

Sometimes though I can't control it, i let it go & expose it

I say some shit that's

Insulting & proud that I am the culprit

& hope you find it revolting, that what's from the back of

My mind