Eden in Ashes Songtext / Lyric

can't slap it out of my head
adrenaline belongs to me
fear is the high itself I'd loved to feel
you know in a sense
was playin' out of my league
hell's broke loose the evil took me apart at the seams
whirled me around
tryin' to defeat
lost my head
when all grew out
I lost the trace
[Interlude] I'm blessed if I'd known
but it's too late
Think I'm an old man whose wisdom and knowledge
was overshadowed by the choices I'd made
when I hadn't even had time to
brush myself off from conditioning wrought upon me they say I told you so
bad times come and go
if ya don't know that now then you'll never know this soul slowly burns
on a flame that still feeds on memories
of childhodd and peace
my heart as my head
my head as my cage
my eden in ashes
will forever burn

upon my soul I pretty regret
but now it's over I can't live in the past/
ought to left behind the past
how long do these wounds last?