Never Settle For Anything Other Than Medeocre Songtext / Lyric

I so desire something simple
so Why am I making things so hard
I need to make this better now in my mind
if I can only lower down my guard

would it make you happy
if I swallowed up my pride to follow you
I know that you don't need me
still it's all I hear you telling me to do

pride's so hard to swollow down
especially when it's swelling all the time
maybe I don't have to change a thing
just make believe the changes in my mind

would it make me sorry
if I turned my back and walked away from you
I know that you don't need me
but what if I need you when I do

I’m still kicking around trying to figure out
where should I go now what's this all about

look into my bloodshot eyes
I’m guessing that you've seen this all before
I know I took advantage of your mercy
but you stepped in to even out the score