A Broken Jar Songtext / Lyric

I know I knocked the table over because I watched the jar break
and I’ve been trying to repair it every single stupid day
but won’t the cracks still show no matter how well it’s assembled?
Can I ever just decide to let it die and let you go?

All my motives and every single narrative below reflects that moment when it broke
and will I never let it go.
No matter what?

Now I am throwing all the shards away,
discarding every fragment
and fumbling uncertain towards a Curtain call
that no one wants to happen,
that no ones going to clap for at all,
but that still has to be.