Lost Songtext / Lyric

A lost soul I am
Am I destined to be
Dreading to touch
Deep waters in front of me To scared to find
This true insanity
Right in my mind
But far too grand for me Closing my eyes to the visions
Appearing on the silvery surface
Emerging from aeons below
From this dark consciousness
That knows what?s inside of me
Grieving my unwill and fear to let go

To slip into this total chaos
Spreading greatest ache and joy
Knowing I would surely asphyxiate you
Ones I love

I live this life that doesn?t fit me
Never knowing who I ld really be
If I had the heart to let go
To lose everything known to me
Finding my own true realitv
In things that would or would not be

Living in sorrow
All that seems left of me
Trying to escape
This my sad destiny