Vain Try Songtext / Lyric

Again I sit aside and smile pretending
Not to watch them getting more than they deserve
I can't take it with a smile no longer
Don't say I blind myself to facts with sheer belief in
What I want to own for sure, 'cause it's not true

All they see, all they expected is a joke beside your silent traits
This foolish competition leads to loss and anger
Some uncool kind of jealousy holds me captive and it's
Not too hard to understand that only you can clear my headache

Oh, so we're far too far to get caught up, but you tell them things that I don't know
How come you seem to perform a duty when you join me in the dark
And like the last time this stitching silence has taken over
And I hate myself for having caused another spoiled night-out

As it is you are the force that makes my life stand up and fall
This is what happened and I remember how it was before
I'll never reaccept my way of living in former days
I know both ways now and I know which one I prefer

But can't you see I need your helping hand to pull me back
My one-sided tries are vain, 'cause in this game you're cause and effect
I give you what you want from me, but do you really care enough for me
You owe me nothing in return, it's just a deal to show me the things of our concern