Overdose Songtext / Lyric

This pain inside of me is so pure that its hard to ignore
start to suffocate myself to block out all thoughts
im waking up to medication fall asleep to medication
just cant seem to stop my consentration (SHUT UP) fuck it, im sick of myself, all the bullshit keeps on following me
and swalloing me, right after the labotomy,
theres nothing left inside of me
im just fucking hiding me abd tryna numb the pain Pill after pill after pill everyday
blowin all my money, so i can liquify my liver
blazin up the weed, even tho i dont smoke
tryna sleep, but i cant sleep so back to medication

i dont even know if i wanna live or die,
layin on tne floor feeling like i wanna fly
so i can see my dad for the very first time
would he even want to see me? just become im that guy

I wanna OVERDOSE, its just so easy to die
i want to get outside of me, and realy feel alive