Heartbeat Songtext / Lyric

Laid back with a six pack in the pitch black and im stairin at the ceiling
This pain consumes me, and all i wanna do is sleep,
i don't even wanna eat, I'm fallin off the edge of the world, and I don't think that anybodys gonna catch me
I don't feel like trying anymore, its so hard, its eating me alive
I'm so damn useles, i'm drinkin till i pass out (drinkin till i pass out)
does it even really matter that i'm all alone and i be bleedin from the inside
i screamin so loud, and still nobody hears me (still nobody hears me)
without you i'm without me and without you i dont wanna be me
i be snappin at my brother cuz they just like every other tryna fuck me from the back side
who can i fuckin trust, imma bout to bust, every mother fucker in the head because i feel i must
i dont give a shit, i dont give a fuck, ive lost every fuckin thing ive ever fuckin wanted
i feel like i'm haunted, I always get the fuckin bone, Always end up all alone, Wanna bullet to my dome
I think about it, I don't wanna die, I just want somebody here to tell me its a lie
I used to fuckin have it, but now i'm back alone, everything we had just fuckin faded overnight
I feel like i was robbed by a demon and you are possessed, your not the same, am i to blame?
It must be true, I dont understand, I dont think i ever will..

Your the only one I ever loved
Your the only one I wanna see
You dont know how much you mean to me
I wanna feel your heart beat.