Protest Singer Songtext / Lyric

i stopped today to see myself in subway glass
i was scared of the way i looked now
i knew the only thought in my mind, my eyes
"please don't believe in me
i don't wanna let you down"

and i'm convinced it only rains in New York
i'm surrounded by everything that really scares me
a room full of empty people
regretting every time that they inhale

i wanted to write one perfect song
to make you cry in your sleep
kind of like a soundtrack for your dreams
to let you know i'm watching
and making sure it turns out alright
it'll be alright

i guess i wanted to make you feel something
i wanted to make you fell everything

you may call me a protest singer,
but i'm only protesting myself
i don't believe in beautiful people
but i don't believe in me
i woonde what it's like to be in between