If I Didn't Believe In You Songtext / Lyric

JAMIE

There are people

And they are publishing my book

And there's a party

That they are throwing.

And while you've made it very clear that you're not going,

I will be going.

And that's done.



But what's it really about?

Is it really about a party, Cathy?

Can we please for a minute

Stop blaming and say what you feel?

Is it just that you're disappointed

To be touring again for the summer

Did you think this would all be much easier

Than it's turned out to be?

Well, then talk to me, Cathy.

Talk to me.






If I didn't believe in you,

We'd never have gotten this far.

If I didn't believe in you

And all of the ten thousand women you are.

If I didn't think you could do

Anything you ever wanted to,

If I wasn't certain that you'd come through somehow,

The fact of the matter is, Cathy,

I wouldn't be standing here now.



If I didn't believe in you,

We wouldn't be having this fight.

If I didn't believe in you,

I'd walk out the door and say, “Cathy, you're right.”

But I never could let that go

Knowing the things about you I know –

Things, when I met you four years ago, I knew.

It never took much convincing

To make me believe in you.



Don't we get to be happy, Cathy?

At some point down the line,

Don't we get to relax

Without some new tsuris

To push me yet further from you?

If I'm cheering on your side, Cathy,

Why can't you support mine?

Why do I have to feel

I committed some felony

Doing what I always swore I would do?



I don't want you to hurt,

I don't want you to sink,

But you know what I think?

I think you'll be fine!

Just hang on and you'll see –

But don't make me wait 'til you do

To be happy with you –

Will you listen to me?

No one can give you courage

No one can thicken your skin.

I will not fail so you can be comfortable, Cathy.

I will not lose because you can't win.



If I didn't believe in you,

Then here's where the travelogue ends.

If I didn't believe in you,

I couldn't have stood before all of our friends

And said, “This is the life I choose –

This is the thing I can't bear to lose.

Trip us or trap us, but we refuse to fall.”

That's what I thought we agreed on, Cathy.

If I hadn't believed in you,

I wouldn't have loved you at all.



Now why don't you put on your dress and we'll go, okay? Cathy? Can we do that, please? Please?