Why?d you have to leave? Songtext / Lyric

Call me a little on the darker side of this love
From day one I've been sticking to misery in handcuffs
I'm breaking out of worry and free from my care
And tossing all that bullshit up into the air
People are breathing down my neck every single day
And I couldn't care less now about a single word they say [Chorus:]

Sitting in the backseat, never in the front
Thrown from left to right, and frankly I'm done
Tired of the tears so I'll make you my biggest fan
Take over the world with just a wave of my hand
And now I'm going to make them desperately miss me
Begging me to stay, asking "why'd you have to leave?" Irresponsible with myself and I never gave a damn
Sat around in my flat for days thinking of a plan
Sell your soul away for everything you've ever got
Everything comes to you if you convince them that you're hot
Put it in the papers, every word I'll ever speak
Then use them in the future to try and abuse me

Sitting in the backseat, never in the front
Thrown from left to right, and frankly I'm done
Tired of the tears so I'll make you my biggest fan
Take over the world with just a wave of my hand
And now I'm going to make them desperately miss me
Begging me to stay, asking "why'd you have to leave?"

I'd rather not sit in the backseat of the film
I'd rather make love in that area, in that realm
I'd rather not sit in the corner in a daze
I'd rather have you get lose inside my twisted maze

Sitting in the backseat, never in the front
Thrown from left to right, and frankly I'm done
Tired of the tears so I'll make you my biggest fan
Take over the world with just a wave of my hand
Never one to beg about what I think that I deserve
I'm going to get them hanging on my every single word
And now I'm going to make them desperately miss me
Begging me to stay, asking "why'd you have to leave?"