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So sad that I am now, my heart could stop at night
And no one recognize me go
I’m so afraid of eternity, behind the border
Waiting for me, never released, oh forever
So I talk demand again, I beg n shout, pretend a grown man
Too tired to leave this battlefield
Chorus: if I follow you, make sure that I am dead
Then I follow you, pretend to be so mad
I close my eyes, better try to sleep
But it steers the panic and panic steers me
So get up don’t you stay in bed
Drink that fucking beer instead
Make sure you loose this game again
So I talk n talk, forget again, I cry and curse, that grown up man
With broken mind laughing in his head
No-way-land, no coming back, would I meet or stay alone
What about everything I had, what about everyone I loved?
No god, no fire keeps me warm,
Don’t tell me of the chosen one
What about everything I have, what about my soul
I follow you