Plane Songtext / Lyric

package was empty, taxway is clear
desteny´s written, I read my hand
I tried to be healthy but I am not here
spread all my arms around the bend
my wheight told me it will stick till the end
o´my life been marriaged to the ground below
belong oh where is up and down
I´ve been drilled too long, I´ll try
I´ll try to sit down
chor.: this waiting on my seat, ´n I got no time
where we are flying, I do not know
no pilot is steering, so it is mine
pull it up it´s up to you,
I´ve been so afraid o´ watching the sky
shiffering body you don´t need to be there
what is this a wish, a wish to deny
denied all the time, it´s time to fly
had my drill, cheat me on
took the pills, keep me from
sleeping, steering, hear the wind and soar
blowing, whipping all the good times away
drinking, fucking, oh it meant much more
hating, hating, and the smile gone away