Bought The Ticket, Took The Ride Songtext / Lyric

So you think that I
Should I be a man free of sin?
I've done enough to prove
That I am not capable of this
I'm not claiming that I'm all that bad
But I'm not surprised I've created distance from my past 365 days ago
I was a different man
Watch my world caught on fire
There has been a slight change of plan
More liquor was poured
Found out love is for whores
White powder, allowed bad ideas to form
All of this is consequence
this year could be my last Maybe I am crazy
(How about a taste of my own private hell?)
But either way I am
Okay, I'm alive today
(One day you'll know the pain I feel)
But it won't take away this pain

One day I'm expecting to pay for
The things I've done in this life
I've tried to take my time
But it never turns out right
I know it's just a matter of time...

If only all of you
Could see into my mind
Then you would probably find
A boy who's barely clinging to life

Maybe I am crazy
(I bought the ticket and I took the ride)
But either way I am
Okay, I'm alive today
(I wouldn't trade it for anyone's life)
But it won't take away this pain