The Perfect Irony Songtext / Lyric

I thought I wanted to die
But I barely had the time
And isn't it funny
How I didn't even
Have the money
To say goodbye?
What the perfect irony
And with this man
I want to see the land
But is my mind even?
Oh I must choose to believe him
Or say goodbye
What the perfect irony
And I want to love
It's all I'm thinking of
But isn't it sordid
How my dreams can become distorted?
Just tell me why
My life's the perfect irony
I can't decide
If I should laugh or cry
I think it's kind of funny
How they say all I need
Is the money
To get by
Goodbye
Get by
Oh what the perfect irony