Fingers Like A Gun Songtext / Lyric

This is what I?ve become
A shadow of the man I used to be
A figure standing silently I fell into the darkness, it swallowed me
This hell, I can?t escape from I?m afraid of losing, control of myself and what I stand for
I?m afraid of losing, it?s all too much for me right now

With fingers like a gun
I cast the blame on everyone but me
The ghost of my integrity
It?s always haunting me
It won?t stop haunting me

I fell into the darkness, it swallowed me
This hell, I can?t escape from

I?m afraid of losing, control of myself and what I stand for
I?m afraid of losing, it?s all too much for me right now