Deathwish Songtext / Lyric

I am now layin on my deathbed
Cold and weak and full of pain
My skin is wrinkled and I´m searching
for a reason to not pass away


I have been sick for a long time
The cancer has taken my soul
I lay alone in a dark room
Wait every day to be fetched by death


In silence I´m lying
Deathwish burning strong
I just wanna sleep forever
I´m to weak to take my life


I am now dreaming that I´m dying
My soul is free from all the pain
I am now crying, crying in happiness
But I wake up to reality again


I hate this life that I´m living
People surrounds me to take goodbye
I can feel it this is my last time
I close my eyes and smile to my death