What am I doing there Songtext / Lyric

I no longer know what's real anymore
In the back of my mind I have opened the door
That leads to the past & the love we once shared
I keep asking myself what am I doing there

(Chorus:)
What am I doing there holding you tight
Taking down your hair lying close by your side
Making believe that you still care
My new life is here what am I doing there

I don't get much rest with the secrets I keep
And I'm afraid that some night oh I'll talk in my sleep
How could I explain to the one lying here
She's loving me now what am I doing there

(Repeat chorus)

My new life is here what am I doing there