Fall Apart Songtext / Lyric

Well you said you are all I want
and I said How do you know that?
You were all I ever had
And we didnt even (??)

Youre my only desire
Youre the one I admire
Youre my only desire
Youre the one I admire

And I fall apart
I fall apart
I fall apart
I pick a (bud??)
I pick a (bud??)

And now that its over
I couldnt get any closer
To the things I always wanted
The things I never had with you

You were my only desire
You were my only desire
You were the one I admired
You were my only desire
You were the one I admired

I fall apart
I fall apart
I fall apart
I pick (bud??)

I fall apart
I fall apart
I fall apart
I fall apart
I fall apart
I pick (bud??)