13 X Forever Songtext / Lyric

And thirteen times I sucked on your dogma
You taught me to hate
You taught me to crawl
You raised your hand as you raised the bottle
You knock me down, but it made me stronger
The harder you hit, the harder you fall
And this one's for my mother
What will I do without her?
Don't look back, don't even bother
And this one's for the father
Who loves his middle daughter
Here I am, don't even bother
And you can freak out about me
But you'd lose your mind without me
You thought you could see right through me
But it made no difference to me
Anyway, anyway...
A free rein gave you ammunition
To play the game and f**k other women
And something just snapped
And cracked in my brain
Thirteen times I sucked up inside me
The different ways that you tried to harm me
You did it once, you'd do it again
And this one's for my sister
You dared to denigrate her
Don't look back, don't even bother
And this one's for my lover
The one who had to suffer
Here I am, don't even bother
And you can freak out about me
But you'd lose your mind without me
You thought you could see right through me
But it made no difference to me
Anyway, anyway, anyway, anyway
Thirteen times one
Thirteen times two
Thirteen times three
Thirteen times four
Thirteen times five
Thirteen times six
Thirteen times seven
Thirteen times eight...