Needle Effect Songtext / Lyric

tired of everything story of my life keeps repeating
a lot to deal with but I don't have the urge
bringing me down

I lost control and I can't handle it
this condition won't change, until I shoot it up

it's how I deal with it

I'm feeling empty
my bones are weak
it spreads through my body
my problems fade away

in control
fighting my demons
on my own

you can't see me as I'm dissolving
as the dark fills my veins

I'm stronger now
taking on the world
invincible
nothing can hurt me

I'm in control and I'm unstoppable
just for a minute I feel vigorous

and with time it's creeping back
lessened bliss,
depressing senses
and chaos returns

I need one more shot please give it to me
I promise this will be the last time
for me