SUICIDE Songtext / Lyric

By loving you my heart has died - It turned cold and gray inside - I had no choice I lost control - How was I to ever know - It was of you I dreamed at night - It was for you I gave my life - Because of you me sadness grows - How was I to ever know - I became so attached to you - I didn't think it would all fall through - I try so hard, I can't let go - How was I supposed to know - I thought God sent you here for me - I thought all this was meant to be - I never thought I'd fall this low - How was I supposed to know - Did All I could God knows I tried...God heard me cry...God by my side...But loving you was suicide.