Epilogo Songtext / Lyric

What in the world have I done to my poor child?
Silently I feel her breath running
warm and softly across my chest.
And I try to understand my misery,
do I owe you this much?
(Hate me, leave me, lock me)
And I cry, 'cause I tried,
now I plead my sanity to God.
(Hate me, leave me, kill me)
In her name, I didn't hesitate,
oh dear Lord, please take my life. Bitter oblivion awaits at the end,
(awaits at the end)
where thousands of images
are floating inside my head.
The harder I'm struggling,
the deeper I'm falling.
Forgive me daughter,
my demons have finally aroused! As I sink into the mist, I can feel my spirit
hoping for her to understand.
Finally walk out through that door,
walking blind across that corridor.
There was no escape...

Silent, I walk away, feared to serve her wicked grin,
I'm rotting in my darkest sin.
Silent, I run away, close beyond the frontal gate,
worry not, oblivion awaits.
Take my life, I'm drowning in despair
and must now take my own bail.
I disbelieve the pandemonium I have unleashed.
Hear my lady madness' prayer: I'm missing you in hell,
there's no escape for you.
Oh, can't you listen to the bell?

Why can't I see the light?
Why can't I be a man?
Was I just meant to serve your wicked humor?
Please tell me God!
Is there a path to life?
Is there a path to follow you?
Betrayal was the spit I got from you
by living this duel!

(Grab a pen to write a goodbye kiss to you)
My beautiful and young daughter Sophia,
(Always gave me pride)
or should I call you Lillian, I don't know anymore...
(Wish to see you later on, though)
all I want is never to hurt you again.

Time, slowly fading,
lost, I'm consumed by hatred!
Hate, always by my side,
death, this will be the end!
Her, as I will remember,
mine, she will always be!
Nothing, don't tell me now,
I vanish in the air!

Take a handful, swallow it all,
let the reaper make its call.
I'm done with praying, done with trying,
done with crying!
The time has come to take my fall.

A thin pressure calls out from my shirt,
my last cigarette is left within a gird.
Allow this indulgence before you face death:
maybe you'll find your life is not as sad,
not as sad!

Now I want to live, this is my last chance,
I promise I'll wake up and do what is best.
New agony is burning suddenly into my chest,
can't take it no more, I'm lying to rest.
I'm finally dying, though now I was fighting,
it wasn't my own to decide,
it's my time to say goodbye.

Bitter oblivion awaits at the end,
(Awaits at the end)
and the pain's getting deeper
with each given step.
I'm wandering with no stars
to guide through my way,
carrying the weight of my life,
these binding chains...