What Lies Behind My Hate Songtext / Lyric

I lived my life as an immutable equilibrium
But I forgot to close my soul from things that I could hear
Years passed by and things went on without gving a damn
But in my heart anger still grew and now the time is come for me To let the rage flow in my veins and gather all the hatred that
Was sleeping in my mind and now it's ready to explode
I've been blind for too long and simulate that everything was good
But now the time is over and I am sick and tired of it

My eyes (are) now openeed
I want to see the truth
A great illusion is
What lies behind my hate
Hate