Bother Songtext / Lyric

wish i was too dead to cry
my self-affection fails
stones to throw in my creator
masochist to which i cater

you don't need to bother
i don't need to breath
i keep slipping farther
for once i hold on i wont let go to be

i wish i was to dead to care
if indeed i cared at all
never had a voice to protest
so you fed me shit to digest
i wish i had a reason
my flaws are open season
for this i gave up trying
one good time deserves my dying

you don't need to bother
i don't need to breath
i keep slipping farther
for once i hold on i wont let go to be

wish i died instead of lived
a zombie hides my face
shell forgotten with its memories
dyers left with crempt in gemtrees (?)

you don't need to bother
i don't need to breath
i keep slipping farther
for once i hold on i wont let go to be