My Apology Songtext / Lyric

Sorry for those awful things I did. Staring into the sun, I'll try to take them back
Turns out I don't even exist anymore
Beast of nocturnal beatings, I am
Bearing scars from another one
While I battle my own twisted thoughts,
I watch their actions take on godless forms
"Kill the young, steal their goods before they swarm
Shatter doors, break their soul and reap reward"
I cannot see this night ending well
There is no order and all else is in hell
Beast of nocturnal beatings
Brings forth light to the nether one
Bleed, bleed, bleed!
Bleed for the right reasons
Plant your teeth into the needs of those
The only way I can replenish myself (A pure nothing... Pure...)