Dead Flowers Songtext / Lyric

the frames are blank and the flowers are fuckin' dead

I'm drowning in thoughts, the time has come once again

overslept the whole day, still lying on my bed and weltering back and forth

thousands of thoughts whiz around in my head

it's hard to explain what's still growing in me

just look into my eyes for the last time

the time has come for me to rise

my mind was covered by shadows

dark forces have pulled me away for too long

the half life I follow on this railroad line

but my train has left the station for a long time

I just wanted to wake up from this nightmare

but there was no way to turn the page

issues, fears of loss, paranoia, jealousy

at some point I just wanted to run, to run away

but you didn't want to face what we have become

can you see what you've done to me and to yourself?

dead slowly I can recognize myself in the mirror again

tonight I try to forget

the frames are blank and the flowers are fuckin' dead

it's my life now I take it back

I was waiting for the problems to solve themselves

too weak to resist the fight against you and myself

the more I've searched the less I've found

this is the last time that you drag me back down

fragments of dreams

half asleep, nothing is what it seems

you let me down, you let me drown

I'm never looking back again, you got that?

I was just a mask with a crooked smile

you tried to control me for quite a while

I was on the ropes for too long

nothing left but a bitter taste on my tongue

but now I know how to hide the scars

the time has come for me to rise again