still waiting for the punchline Songtext / Lyric

i want to find the water
that will wash this whole damn slate clean
break down break up
we sleep in what we create
right now i'm living so much hate
right here my sins have all been paid
to you, your friends and for your sake
i feel dirty and so depraved
my knees have bleed
to hold you here
but now i've lost the taste
for lies force fed as time well spent
right now i'm living so much hate
right here my sins have all been paid
to you, your friends and for your sake,
i feel dirty and so depraved
and if another angel says
'just grin and bear it'
i might be forced to smash its head against the wall and never sin again
and if another angels ays
'just grin and bear it'
i might be forced to smash its fucking head
against the wall and never sin again
against myself
or trust in anyone
write me off for suffering
it's a joke
i give up.