Loneliness, The Usual Pain Songtext / Lyric

Every night when I close my eyes

I think I'll never face so much lies that I've faced

Loneliness, the usual pain

I'm so far away from grace

'Cause You never embraced Me



When I'm alone... I remember that part of Me grew inside You

When I'm alone... I remember that part of Me died inside You

I m afraid... threaten by the empty walls around Me

I m so afraid... threaten by the dirty thoughts inside






Just yesterday... You said You ll love Me forever and I believed

Just yesterday... I saw You laughing but You laughed at Me



Mind and heart betrayed and used by love

Lies against trust 'til death do Us apart



You lay beside Me but it feels like I m alone

You put Your arms around Me but it feels not the same anymore



Abandoned, unborn... is Our love and the fruit of it

Abhorred, buried... That s Me, insipid



...And while I sleep I m with You

And the sweet unborn child of Mine.