Tortures Of The Damned Songtext / Lyric

I hate myself

More than I ever let on

I'm burned out

At 22

I lived too fast

And I loved too much

And I'll die too young

But I chose this cup that I drank from

Knew what I was getting into.

But I couldn't let out

What I had to keep in.

I'm ashamed of myself

And unspeakable sins

That I've committed and






I've made mistakes

But I'll find my way

No explanation for

The things I've failed at before

They can't hold my hand

It just hurts to be a man

Through the tortures of the damned

Of the damned



If I only had an axe

I'd sever the ties I've made with the world

Maybe I can be a stranger

Tn a strange place

If I start now, maybe I can be saved

If I only had a mask

I'd cover these bleeding eyes

They're bloodshot now, but they'll be black by dawn

If I wake up now

I can be pure again.



I've made mistakes

But I'll find my way

No explanation for

The things I've failed at before

They can't hold my hand

It just hurts to be a man

Through the tortures of the damned



Look at me now

I'm on the tracks

With my back

Towards the last train leaving town



I've made mistakes

But I'll find my way

No explanation for

The things I've failed at before

They can't hold my hand

It just hurts to be a man

Through the tortures of the damned

(Through the tortures of the damned)



I've made mistakes

But I'll find my way

No explanation for

The things I've failed at before

They can't hold my hand

It just hurts to be a man

Through the tortures of the damned

Of the damned