Existing In A Crisis (Evelyn) Songtext / Lyric

I'm so tired of the stupid games you play

If I sat outside would you come watch me wait?

If I had a gun and shot it at your face

Would you promise not to get out of the way?

If you happen to be able to avoid

My first attack I'll put a knife against your throat

And cut an inch for every time I lost my self-control

When you made me do the things I did at night when I got home



But I thought you'd change

Realize that today, today

Evelyn, I know you lied, but I'll tell you that

I'm alive for the first time

And I'm beggin' you to leave me now



Beggin' you to stay away from me

I know you lied, but I'll tell you that

I'm alive for the first time

And I'm beggin' you to leave me now






Beggin' you to die painfully

So painfully

So this brings us to the backup of my plan

Maybe I'll just have to strangle you with my bare hands

Then you'll have to adhere to my demands



And occupy a shallow grave, as shallow as you are

But I thought they'd change

And things just stayed the same, the same



Evelyn, I know you lied but I'd tell you that

I'm alive for the first time

And I'm beggin' you to leave me now

Beggin' you to stay away from me

I know you lied, but I'll tell you that



I'm alive for the first time

And I'm beggin' you to leave me now

Beggin' you to die

Sometimes content leads, leads to stagnance

And stagnance leads to contempt

Contempt leads to the present

Sometimes content leads, leads to stagnance

And stagnance leads to contempt

Contempt leads to the present

But I thought you'd change

And things just stayed the same, the same



Evelyn, I know you lied but I'll tell you that

I'm alive for the first time

And I'm beggin' you to leave me now

Beggin' you to stay away from me

I know you lied, but I'd tell you that

I'm alive for the first time

And I'm beggin' you to leave me now

Beggin' you to die

Evelyn, I know you lied

But I'd tell you that I'm alive for the first time

And I'm beggin' you to leave me now

Beggin' you to stay away from me

I know you lied

But I'll tell you that I'm alive for the first time

And I'm beggin' you to leave me now

Beggin' you to stay away from me