Suicide Songtext / Lyric

I woke up to a feeling,
it was cold by my side,
You had gone with the sunrise
leaving tears in my eyes,
I got up with a feeling
of an emptiness inside,
To the noise of the sidewalk
and the silence of my mind,
Well I walked out this morning,
down a street with no name,
To a club called "The Loser",
like a dog that's gone lame.
Took the club elevator
to the floor with a view
I took out life subscription,
it's the only one they do.
I stepped out on the guardrail,
saw the crowds slowly part,
Heart a voice shouting "Don't jump,
please for God's sake, let me move my car."
Felt a hand on my shoulder,
heart a voice cry "Just in time."
Felt the quick push, felt the air rush,
felt the sidewalk, fell in line.