TEARING ME APART Songtext / Lyric

I'VE SEEN IT ALL BEFORE - TIME AND TIME AGAIN
AS CLOSE AS I WOULD EVER DARE TO BE
AND YET WITHOUT A DOUBT - I WILL DISAGREE
THE SUDDEN TRUTH IS NO SURPRISE TO ME

I KNOW THERE IS NO EASY WAY
I'VE SAID IT FROM THE START
SOMETIMES YOU'VE GOT TO LIVE THE LIFE
AND FEEL THE PAIN
I HEAR A BEAT INSIDE MY HEAD
I FEEL IT IN MY HEART
BUT JUST THE THOUGHT OF IT IS DRIVING ME INSANE
IT'S TEARING ME APART

I HEAR A DISTANT VOICE - VERY FAR AWAY
I'M SILENT NOW - I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY
I'VE FELT A STRONG DESIRE
TO SET MYSELF ON FIRE
I DON'T THINK THAT WOULD WORK FOR ME TODAY