The Smile Of Suffering Songtext / Lyric

the fog so thick before me

It's the dawning of a dark day

I'm alone in this transforming

Inside I whisper but I don't have a say

Embedded in this flesh

the knife it twists

But I don't feel the pain

The smile of suffering across my face

I could escape but I remain

My emotions six feet under

as I'm existing just outside my skin

From where I cannot fight or struggle

My grip it loosens and my hope grows thin

I slip beneath the surface

I cannot breath and I cannot scream

A shard of hope that still pervades me

Tells me this suffering is but a dream

I am awake and I'm alive

My reality I cannot deny

Slowly accepting the pain within

For it to end it must begin

I descend into darkness

I long for the comfort of love's embrace

Long ago I knew it in a dream

But then it vanished without a trace

And now I'm left to shiver

Here in the cold I'm all alone

As I cling onto the last shred

of the life I used to call my own

I descend into darkness